Friday, December 24, 2010

Morning sunshiness..!

It' friday. Kinda lazy to get up. I woke up at 9.30am. With my pyjamas on, I went to the kitchen to check out on my cats..
As I was expected, The kitchen was upside down. My two gay cats, Sierra and Taro, they're very playful and mischievious.. I kept them on the kitchen. As it's more comfortable to them instead of the cage.
It's like taking care of 2 naughty kids.. huhh..
Soo, I had the kitchen clean, gave the cats some breakfast. And started making my own breakfast. Scramble eggs..
Then, I did the dishes. Pour some tea into my fav cup. And went upstairs to continue watching my current fav drama series..
"Marry Stayed Up All Night.."

After the drama ends, I finally noticed that i haven't make the beds yet..!
What a lazy friday morning i had. ~.......~'

Sunday, December 19, 2010

What Ballet is all about..

After 6 years of learning ballet, I have gained soo many knowledge. I started at the age of 9. I know it's quite late. Usually, learning ballet starts at a very early age, 4 to 5. But it doesn't really matter anyway. As long as you really have a strong interest in ballet and commit until the very end. Ballet looks really graceful and relaxing. But it's not what u think. It's really tough. TOUGH! You'll be experiencing a lot of mentality stress. I have been there. Trust me. Physical stress is nothing. In ballet, everyone seems to be your rival. Teachers want you to be perfect.. Frankly i say, I barely have any friends at my ballet class. Well, I have one chinese girl named Li ling, she's very close with me.

My mom, she encouraged me to learn ballet as she has always loved ballet since she was a lil girl. She didn't get the chance to learn ballet, so she sent me to ballet classes instead. When I first started ballet, there was noooo malay girls at all. All of them were chinese and some of them are quite racist. I'm not saying all but mostly. I started from primary grade, primary 4.
I didn't take exam for primary 4 because I started the class quite late, my classmates were taking the exam on the next month after i started ballet. So I didn't take exam for primary 4. After the exam, I started a new grade, Grade 1. Each grade took a year to finish. I finished grade 1 until 5. Then, there's the next level, which is the major grades which i'm in now. The first grade of major grades is Intermediate Foundation. I just took the exam on october. Waiting for the results. While waiting, I'm in Intermediate level now. Intermediate is one step up after inter found. After Intermediate, there will be Advance 1, 2. And if you want to be a teacher or a true ballet dancer/primaballerina, you have to take another 2 or 3 more grades after advance 2. From what I know, the highest level in ballet is Solo Seal Award. I bet not many ballerinas in the world reached until that level.. Even if i were to really learn ballet, I will learn until advance 2.
Ouh yeah almost forgot, I'm learning the syllubus from London. RAD-Royal Academy of Dance.

Bad news is my journey stops until here. I will stop until this level-Intermediate level.
Actually it's good enough because i have finally reach the major levels.
It's been a wonderful experience for me, learning ballet. I know, this is a very good opportunity but I don't really intend to be a primaballerina. I learned for fun and satisfaction.
I know i will be missing learning ballet, going to classes 2 times a week. huhh..
Goodbyeeee ballet.. Once and for all.. Farewell.. Sayonara..

Saturday, December 18, 2010

People! D-day is getting nearer!

23rd December 2010 is the day of horror!
It's the day where all 010' PMR Candidates will be receiving their results. And I'm one of them..
UGHH..5 days left!? Time suree flies soo fast. huh.. I just wish that day would never existed! But at the same time I'm soo curious to know my results.
Will I achieve what I've targetted for 3 years? Will I get str8 A's..?
i JUST hopeeee what i've worked hard for, really pays..

To all 010' PMR candidates esp SVIAN and 3I of SVIAN esp, I pray for all of you so that 8A's will be yours... InsyaAllah.. If God's willing..

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Words to cheer me up..

"Believe me, things aren't as bad as they appear to be. Be positive and don't ever allow any negative thoughts to linger on. Don't attempt to solve too many things at the same time, it's better to remain calm and look at things in a positive light. When your spirit or energy level is low, don't attempt to do anything that would require you to be focused. It's best to do these things when you are in a better frame of mind. Then you will find that things are not as bad as they seem. The next time you find yourself being troubled by your thoughts or anything that affects you in a negative way, just take three deep breath and then say: "Even though I have this negative feeling inside me, I deeply and completely accept myself for what I am feeling and I trust God knows what is best for me. I will always remain calm in any situation and I know that everything will be just fine."

A friend of mine, well not just a friend but my truly wonderful bestest friend, Daryl..
His words makes me all better. Whenever I feel down, I will read this.. It really works.

Thank You Daryl..

Bye bye November, HELLLLLLLOOO December..

November had been a greaaaaat month for me. I tressured every second of it.
I'm quite sad that I have to leave november, but at the same time I also feel excited to experience a whole new month, new journey.. This is going to be interesting.

I've been looking forward to this month, December. Because there will be days that I have something on. And I'm superrr excited and thrilled about it.

The worst well not worst but NERVE-RACKING thing about december isssss, I'll be receiving my PMR results! Aghhhhhh!
Ouh well, I just hope I'll achieve what I aimed for and worked hard for these 3 years..