People! D-day is getting nearer!

23rd December 2010 is the day of horror!
It's the day where all 010' PMR Candidates will be receiving their results. And I'm one of them..
UGHH..5 days left!? Time suree flies soo fast. huh.. I just wish that day would never existed! But at the same time I'm soo curious to know my results.
Will I achieve what I've targetted for 3 years? Will I get str8 A's..?
i JUST hopeeee what i've worked hard for, really pays..

To all 010' PMR candidates esp SVIAN and 3I of SVIAN esp, I pray for all of you so that 8A's will be yours... InsyaAllah.. If God's willing..
amin..

Words to cheer me up..

"Believe me, things aren't as bad as they appear to be. Be positive and don't ever allow any negative thoughts to linger on. Don't attempt to solve too many things at the same time, it's better to remain calm and look at things in a positive light. When your spirit or energy level is low, don't attempt to do anything that would require you to be focused. It's best to do these things when you are in a better frame of mind. Then you will find that things are not as bad as they seem. The next time you find yourself being troubled by your thoughts or anything that affects you in a negative way, just take three deep breath and then say: "Even though I have this negative feeling inside me, I deeply and completely accept myself for what I am feeling and I trust God knows what is best for me. I will always remain calm in any situation and I know that everything will be just fine."

A friend of mine, well not just a friend but my truly wonderful bestest friend, Daryl..
His words makes me all better. Whenever I feel down, I will read this.. It really works.

Thank You Daryl..

Bye bye November, HELLLLLLLOOO December..

November had been a greaaaaat month for me. I tressured every second of it.
I'm quite sad that I have to leave november, but at the same time I also feel excited to experience a whole new month, new journey.. This is going to be interesting.

I've been looking forward to this month, December. Because there will be days that I have something on. And I'm superrr excited and thrilled about it.

The worst well not worst but NERVE-RACKING thing about december isssss, I'll be receiving my PMR results! Aghhhhhh!
Ouh well, I just hope I'll achieve what I aimed for and worked hard for these 3 years..

I know who I am..

Am I that hateful? Mean? Cruel? Selfish? Irresponsible? Pathetic..

I know.. that I've done such a selfish thing.. And Irresponsible. I know Who I am. I'm not an angel. I can be a bad person sometimes. I'm not what u think I am. I admit that all this while, I've been acting soo pathetic. I didn't care about those around me.
I always want things to go my way.
However, I didn't mean to do such things.

It just only for that 1-2 hour(s). I did what I have to do. The important things. I didn't just left empty handedly. Already asked for permission. It's the last day. I need some time to spend with my friends. So far, I have sacrificed a lot for this. And I'm not regretting it. It's only for that day. I know this was too selfish of me. And I know that you guys too need to spend the precious days of your life too.
i'm not that good at explaining things..

I'm truly deeply sorry for what I've done. I didn't mean it. I know this is quite unforgiveable..
I just want this whole situation to be settled. This was not what I wanted! This wasn't what I intended to do!
Please. Forgive me my dear friends. I don't want things to get worse.

Priceless..

Monday, 15th November, a day full of precious, priceless moments..
It's the last day of school for 2010.. I wish there would be moreee days, more time at school. I hate school Holidays..
A day with my dearbeloved friendsssss..! Most of them will be moving next year.
I might not see them anymore. Today might be the last time i'm seeing some of them. I hope that's not true.
Everyone's moving! Pleaseeee don't leave me here.. I need you guys! i KNOW that life has to go on but I need moreee time with you all.
I almost cried today when I thought that I won't have time to spend time with my friends today..


Thanks a million guys! no, Gazillion! no, megamgalopomopokopolipolian thnks!

A gloomy Friday

SIGHHHH* Friday..
I had a miserable dayy. I didn't talk toooo much today. except while helping the girl guide's (I have to give instrustions)..
I don't knowwwww why.. it's just that things doesn't seem right for me. I've been thinking a lot about this and that.
I even took moree than 30 minutes to walk back home. Usually it only took me less than 20 minutes..
Am been talking to myself while walking.. thinking. how can I manage everything that comes around.

One of the best days..

It was on the 9th November. A trip organized for the PMR leavers.. We took the HOP ON HOP OFF bus and took tour around KL (like i've never been to kl) It was really a remarkable, awesome, superb, unforgettable trip ever. Only a few of my closest friends were going. I thought it would be such a boring and lamee trip but it turned out the other way round.

The places we went to : KL tower(culture village), Craft Complex, Pavillion, uniqlo Central Market, China Town and Petaling Street.
Actually there were more places such as The Art Gallery and Museum. But we seem to spend a lot of time at the previous places.
We didn't have much time back then. From the first to the last place, the atmosphere was always getting more and more merrier and lively.



Before we went back, the last stop was China Town. And there was this very special moment that I was very excited and soooo extremely happy about. There was a tourist from Seoul, South Korea. A married couple. It was at the bus stop. I was sitting on a bench after a tiringgg walk around Petaling Street. I didn't notice them at first. But then I heard them say, they were from South Korea. There was a sudden impulse making me to stand up and say "Anyeonghaseyo!!" It means Hello in Korean.
They were like really startled and greeted my back. Then, I started to talk to them about Malaysia, How I love Korean music and drama soo much. I said I really love 2PM (korean boy group). They nodded their head as a sign of knowing them well.
After a while, there were a crowd of people (Svian's) surrounding us and started to lighten the atmosphere.
Our conversation topic started to expanddd. Everyone seems soo excited about it. I even called the Korean couples "Ahjussi and Ahjumma" means 'Pakcik and Makcik".
They were soooooo nice. The Ahjussi even wrote names of me and a friend of mine in Korean. SOO super cool. I Still kept the paper he wrote my name on it. They also rode the same bus with us. We continued our conversation on the bus. The ahjussi gave me a Korean won coins. I got 600 won. I was sooo grateful.. and it was indeed a very very speacial day for me.






The trip started off with silence.. as in I didn't spoke too much at first but it really ended with a hugeeeee and widee smiling faces.